My best friend's wedding

I ve known her for vaguely 15 years and closely from 12 years! Have spent 4 years like inseparable siamese twins who are everywhere together. Up until I met her, I had already had my share of good friends and I am one of those who gets pampered not just loved by her friends. So my standards for a best friend was and is really high. However , when she entered my life she took pampering to some other level so much so that when I was alone and ill , my mom used to ask a single question.. is namrata around..and end the call.(considering moms and their hysteria u shud know how big deal this is 😋)  ! She is one of those ppl on earth who are initially difficult to digest because you don't know ppl can be so good too! She loves a lot.. cares a lot.. puts herself as last priority in her list (which I don't approve of 🙄). Well I could not learn from her to be selfless and all but she did make me feel so cared that I realised how good you feel when someone cares for you.( I was almost an inexpressive analysing robot then) A bit of that care seeped into my character through her, fortunately. More than anything, she was the one who made me realize home can be a person too! Over the years we have grown as individuals and learnt to accept and respect our flaws,  love more and more with time and treasure our friendship. Though given a choice I would keep her all to myself, I am giving up my selfish instincts realising that time has come for her THE day..her wedding day ! In my eyes she is that tender flower which wrong ppl will hold the wrong way and crush . So I am secretly very protective about her and feel any man is not good enough to nurture that tender flower!!
So giving her away to a man is not easy at all! As the special day is nearing,I am trying to be all matured composed and dignified about it..but secretly I am just hoping that I shouldn't breakdown on her wedding 😂😂